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Tuesday, March 1st, 2005
8:30 pm - join please


join to keep our community going!

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Tuesday, February 22nd, 2005
4:09 pm - GELATO ANYONE??

(delete if inappropriate = community pimpage)

while eating gelato have you ever:
1) moaned
2) breathed heavily
3) experienced a full body climax?
if you answered yes to any of these, you have experienced a gelatogasm.

COMMUNITY FOR FUN GELATOGASM EVENTS, STORIES, AND CONSUMPTION. your tongue and sensory organs will thank you.

by events we mean hella gelato parties at gelateria naia on shattuck in berzerkelee!!

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Wednesday, November 24th, 2004
7:18 pm


What is FreeFiona.com?

This is the official website of Free Fiona, an international organization campaigning to Sony/Epic for the release of Fiona Apple's new album, Extraordinary Machine.
Why hasn't Sony/Epic released the album?

Fiona Apple finished recording Extraordinary Machine in May of 2003, but Sony/Epic executives did not think it would sell enough copies to justify the cost of promoting and distributing it. Rather than spend more money, Sony/Epic decided to cut their losses and not release the album.

Why does Sony/Epic think her new album won't sell? Didn't her last two albums go platinum? Yes, TIdal and When the Pawn... are both RIAA certified Platinum in the United States. Sony Music recently replaced chairman and CEO Tommy "Love ya, baby!" Mottola with former NBC president Andrew Lack, a businessman with no prior music experience. He immediately shifted Sony Music's focus to pop and hip-hop acts that are traditionally bigger sellers. The master recordings of Extraordinary Machine were sent to a warehouse, where they remain to this day.

How can I help?
Send something with an apple theme - a fake apple, a real apple, a photo OF an apple, a piece of paper with an apple sticker, a sketch of an apple, even an apple pie - be creative! - to Andy Lack at Sony with a note attached. You can write a real letter or just scribble "Free Fiona!" on the envelope - whatever you want.

On January 24th, 2005 (see next question), send your themed-package or letter to:

Andrew Lack
550 Madison Avenue
24th Floor
New York, NY 10022

IMPORTANT!! We are timing our campaign so that all the Apple-themed packages arrive in the same week. PLEASE mail your package ON or VERY CLOSE TO January 24th, 2005.


PASS THIS ON!!! Even if you dont particularly care for Fi, you may know someone who does, so please repost, email, etc etc.

xposted xposted xposted!!!

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Wednesday, October 27th, 2004
1:26 am

we should restart this. but make it better. i dunno how.

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Sunday, March 28th, 2004
12:45 pm

"I have given up on relationships. There is no such thing as a successful relationship for young adults in our lifetime." If you would have talked to me a week ago, this is exactly what I would have believed. I joke with my friends, saying that I should become a nun because then I wouldn’t have to deal with the hell of dating. Of course being male and agnostic could interfere with that.

Then a few things happened in no particular order or importance. One was simple; I walked into my room 5 minutes after lighting incense in the room. When I looked into my room, the sun was at a perfect angle and the air inside was at a perfect stillness. This gave the effect that the smoke stayed unmoving and made a beautiful web around my room. I thought if smoke made to smell like papaya and coconut could look as beautiful as it smells, a human being that I share interests with could (and should) be able to do the same. Another was just watching an episode of Sex and the City, a show that has sadly ended. During the conclusion where a moral or some other usual bit of information is, Carrie Bradshaw, the main character, alleged, "Maybe again, it is something to know what’s out there." Many more examples could be given but I won’t bore you with the artistic details.

I still don’t know if I’m willing to believe that a relationship could work, but there must be some part of me deep down in my core that believes something is out there, because I haven’t given up. Would I really be willing to put myself out in a situation to get hurt over and over if I didn’t believe that something could come out of it? I don’t know the answer to that, but maybe someone can help me find out. So instead of filling up space on the Internet with unintelligent and asinine quotes like I usually do, I decided to show my true emotions and hope for the best yet again. Take this for what you will, just take it as a plea for reality from boy being initiated into adulthood trying to find out if there is a reason for optimism in the world.

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Saturday, February 14th, 2004
12:37 pm

Happy Valentine's Day!

current mood: bouncy

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Saturday, December 27th, 2003
5:41 pm - cross posting spot

hiya - here are some popsmear shows coming up in the bay area. hope you go to some =)

Saturday, January 3rd at the Campbell Gaslighter
w/ Suburban Legends, Normal Like You - 6PM $8

Saturday, January 10th at the Anywhere Café (6231 Pacific Ave.) in
w/ Thought Riot, Scattered Fall, Beyond Your Eyes - 7:30PM $6

Friday, Janurary 16th in San Jose
This is a Battle of the Bands - 11:00PM

Saturday, January 17th at the Kung Fu Lounge (1238 Fourth Street) San
this is an acoustic show - 9:30PM

Sunday, January 18th at Bottom of the Hill in San Francisco
w/ Eleventeen - 7PM

Friday, January 23rd at the Big Game Studio (1533 E. Belmont Ave.) in
w / Thought Riot, Beneath The Ashes - 7PM $8

Friday, February 6th at The Oasis (1115 3rd Street) in San Rafael

Saturday, February 7th at the iMusicast (5429 Telegraph Ave) in Oakland
6:30PM $8

Saturday, February 28th at the Orange Peal Wherehouse in Fremont
(45450 Industrial Place, suite 7) - $5

and check out www.thesilentfilmstars.com because i heart them!!

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Thursday, October 9th, 2003
3:22 pm

ex boyfriends suck. especially ones that have like, matching aim profiles with the gf that replaced me. "i love you" "i love you too dumpling" crap like that. not literally. but close. close.

i've been in such a mood. i realized its been a year since ive been with him, or anyone and i really wonder - what have i been doing this entire time? last night i downloaded stuff by bright eyes and some AAR i didnt have and just felt so sad and bitter at the same time.

and he imed me to tell me about the incubus concert. and i remembered that song off of make yourself - i miss you. goddamn nostalgia and memories.

i wish they would take all the ex boyfriends that ever did anything to make a girl or a boy sad, to make a girl or a boy miserable for eternity, to make a girl or a boy make countless mixtapes and cry along to them, to make a girl or boy *stop* enjoying a life that is so rightfully hers/his.

and stick them in a hand grenade

and id pull the pin.

and throw it high in the sky.

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Monday, October 6th, 2003
3:14 pm

my exboyfriend's birthday is today. he broke up with me at the end of april and i'm still not over him. it's sad, i know. he has a girlfriend now. it makes me feel inadequate, like i should have a new boyfriend by now, too. i've tried lots of things to get over him. i've tried not talking to him, i've tried talking to him, and i've tried dating other guys, and even having sex with other guys (because this is how it seems that he got over me so quickly). but to no prevail...

everything reminds me of him. give up the ghost (formerly american nightmare) is playing at the pound. i remember how he explained to me like 30 minutes how good they were and how they had to change their name. but that's another story. the point is, i can't do anything without having him pop into my thoughts. i know i'm sad and pathetic. i just wish he'd realize how much i still love him.

i thought about making him a card today, like i did last year. i even thought about calling him. he didn't even bother to call me on my birthday. he's probably preoccupied with getting head from his new girlfriend. i hope she bites his dick off.

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Sunday, October 5th, 2003
9:57 am
_youvecomealong so I thought that maybe I would post in this.

My heart is kind of broken right now. I hate having it broken. I need a band-aid for my heart or maybe some glue.
I hate seeing him walk by. I hate when he gets so close to me and I just want to wrap my arms around him. when I talk about him, I want to call him mine, when he never really was. I want to know what he thinks about me. I want to know how many times I run through his head a day, if any. I want to be the girl he calls out to and runs towards. Instead of the girl that stands there and watches him run by.
It's a terrible feeling to have him so close, but know nothing can ever happen. because we're from two different worlds, but still completely perfect for eachother.
::sigh:: :(
I hate when he says.... "you are such a great friend" when I want to be so much more.

mmhmmm. hi. I'm kinci. I'm new. hello.

current mood: crushed

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Saturday, September 27th, 2003
1:10 am

i had to say goodbye to jason......it was much too hard.....much too hard to even talk to him. He doesn't love me back. I'm going to write more about it...just an update.

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Tuesday, September 23rd, 2003
9:29 pm - greetings

im not sure what the blackheart breakup club is meant to be, its just supposed to be. the name and idea have ben kicking around my head for ages and this seemed like a good medium for it to begin in.

write about anything, your dreams, your memories, your heartbreaks, and those days you just burn.

so long for heartache, its all thats left in mine.


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Wednesday, September 24th, 2003
10:32 pm

hi, new to the new community....sounds like a good place

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